skg aku hanye ingin ketenangan. aku sedar wt i've done..n i shud'nt have done it.. im gg to relax myself..i will recover myself of everyting..will clear my mind of everyting n b positive thinker.. kalau jelaskn skg pon,ade ke org nk percaye? biarla..i might be hated n stuff bt its juz ppl's perception..s long im doing e ryte ting is fine enuff..s long s org semua bahagia..im happi too..
its been a long time since i blog.. n i tink its dat long since i reali let free of myself.. well things are nt sailing that well for a moment.. n im juz a ship that go with the flow.. if the sea is as peaceful,with beautiful waves and dolphins swimming ard me,my sail is gg to be a smooth and pleasent one..the passengers that is on my deck,will njy the sea breeze and the scenery..
bt however its nt up to us to determine the weather .sometimes out of sudden,a stormy weather can come in the middle of the sail. during that time, i've to protect my passengers and still have to ensure they have a safe journey to their destination no matter what it takes. in order to do that ,i've to be made of strong n flexible materials to prevent me frm sinking and corrode easily..it must make me strong to survive through storms and other difficult situations.
but fr now,e base of my heart is shacky..its being tested ovr n ovr agaen with different situations.. everytime it strts to get stable,thr'll alwaes be sumtin to break it dwn..
ryte nw,even its hard,i realli have to push myself.have to be independent.its just time that decides everyting..n the truth will prevail..for e benefit of othrs,i just let the matter pass,..sooner or ltr,they will realise..:)..