olla!!! random i noe..hehe.. im so happy!!..b4 sch starts,i already had a brand new life,brand new look n brand new mindset.. i wanted to erase all e tings that had happen in e past that brings pain memories to me.i want to b a new person.i want to b a more mature thinking person,an optimistic thinker, more cheery person who brings laughter to everyone's heart.. i dun wish to b e old atiqah who was always being tricked upon. because of her kindness,pure n true heart,she kept being stepped on time n time again. for those who she treasure s friends ,some of dem took advatnge of her innocent character. they noe e old atiqah cn be easily fooled at,will lend a helping hand regardless of wt situation she may be in.. s for realationships, i dun wish to b a fool for a second time..past experience had really shown me,in a relationship,it takes two hands to clap.it also shows me that reasons n excuses are two different things. well i dun wish to openup again. i pray that if i were to get into a relationship again,may i mit sum1 who really appreciates and accept me for who i m. i dun want to b entanngled with ppl who miuse my trust n heart. if u wana joke,kae fine cn,bt not to e extreme.. for those who might not noe me quite well,or already noe me ,there is one thing that i've always keep it a secret..that is,i cn be patient at all times withstanding ur craps n stuffs bt once u did something which make me feel unbearable anymore,i will slowly break it off n will not communicate with u.i will turn my back against u.i will give u cold shoulder n stuff : u will expecting something different from me.n once i turn my bck against u,no matter how hard u plead me,i'll just say "enuf .i already forgive u.so what's e matter?its only that we cnt be close like we used to b in e past." thats all... im just tired of playing the 'stupid' role..i want to try new roles which may suit my personality..so yeah.. cnt wait to start sch on monday..may our lives be always happy..:) ~hearts & kisses~ eeQa