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Love is our Resistance ♥
They'll keep us apart, they won't stop breaking us down

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Eeqa Cyzarine
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18th December 1992


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Thursday, April 22, 2010

today is the day that strarts well..
1st lesson is cmb..we had a fun activity whisch bonded us a lil more closer.
eventhough lessons ends at evening,we still had fun..

juz now after lesson,went to bkg 4 a while..with amira n shanaz bt shanaz went straight hm..bt bcz of wanting the loo badly,i decided to go to my aunt's hz instead of bkg store ..haha..den i play with faiqah 4 a while n den headed to bkg...it was kind of akward wearing formal gear to workplace..haha..i check my scheldue of work and told that i cnt work on sun..so im working this sat at 9 till 3 pm...

today the thought of chomel come again.i kept thinking who's gona cheer me up when im down..i miss chomel so much.eventhough she is juz a cat,bt her acts did'nt fail to make me happy again..those who i luv tends to drift away from me..umm wt's happening im also unsure..hehe..bt nevertheless i will focus on my scourse..i juz hope that everything is going perfectly..:)

tomorrow is last day of sch b4 it starts agan next wk..how cool is that..time is really ticking..hehe..kae then..till here..nitez..

~hearts & kisses~
eeQa

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11:35 PM

it was a good day for me when im in sch cz i cn mingle mingle with my friends..hehe..

today we were discussing abt what we are going to do for 'cck fund raising '.
shanaz n i planned to make friendship bands with the participation of the whole class. then some of the students can form a 'band' to be in charge of the promotion of the friendship bands and for song dedication purpose.

then today class ends at 5..feel sleepy n drag myself home.haha.when i reached hm,change my clothes,put my bag aside n went eating!!..like greedy pig i noe..haha..
after that,slack a wjile before took a short nap..

cut it short..i finish my day with a blog..at times like this,i will always think of my loved ones..thought of  friends,family comes to my mind..
if i were to love again,will i be able to attain a blissful relationship?will i ever meet a guy who accepts me for who i m n not taking advantage of my kindness for you.will the guy do stufff which break my heart once i give him full attention..that kind of questions come knocking..
i really love my friends regardless girls or guys..n wt's more relationship..i treasure it more deeply..

tmrw 1st 2 hrs is cmb..gosh..better sleep now..if nt i will b dead..
nitez ppl..:)

~hearts & kisses~
eeQa

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12:22 AM

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

wohoo..sch was great..didnt really get to on my laptop cause class always ends at 5 and im working on my poa!.yes.its poa!!!..cool or wt.haha..
last week was a brand new week at sch..lessons strts on tues onwards..n only this week we were told to wear our formal gear..haha..long sleeve blouse and splitted skirt..elegant or wt.
as we were asked to do class blog for cmb,i took this chance to update my personal blog as well..haha..

well days are going to be hectic and will not going s smoothly due to internal factor.bt i'll try my best to suffice it. now that i already started ite ,i kinda miss sec life..just chatted with khaileeda just now,and i  really miss the old times..:(..

well i hope everyone get a better life ahead..this is only the beginning.!!

tc then..i gtg now as my pillow is waiting for me..hehe..

~hearts & kisses~
eeQa

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12:43 AM

Saturday, April 10, 2010

olla!!!
random i noe..hehe..
im so happy!!..b4 sch starts,i already had a brand new life,brand new look n brand new mindset..
i wanted to erase all e tings that had happen in e past that brings pain memories to me.i want to b a new person.i want to b a more mature thinking person,an optimistic thinker, more cheery person who brings laughter to everyone's heart..
i dun wish to b e old atiqah who was always being tricked upon. because of her kindness,pure n true heart,she kept being stepped on time n time again. for those who she treasure s friends ,some of dem took advatnge of her innocent character. they noe e old atiqah cn be easily fooled at,will lend a helping hand regardless of wt situation she may be in..
s for realationships, i dun wish to b a fool for a second time..past experience had really shown me,in a relationship,it takes two hands to clap.it also shows me that reasons n excuses are two different things.
well i dun wish to openup again.
i pray that if i were to get into a relationship again,may i mit sum1 who really appreciates and accept me for who i m. i dun want to b entanngled with ppl who miuse my trust n heart. if u wana joke,kae fine cn,bt not to e extreme..
for those who might not noe me quite well,or already noe me ,there is one thing that i've always keep it a secret..that is,i cn be patient at all times withstanding ur craps n stuffs bt once u did something which make me feel unbearable anymore,i will slowly break it off n will not communicate with u.i will turn my back against u.i will give u cold shoulder n stuff : u will expecting something different from me.n once i turn my bck against u,no matter how hard u plead me,i'll just say "enuf .i already forgive u.so what's e matter?its only that we cnt be close like we used to b in e past."
thats all...
im just tired of playing the 'stupid' role..i want to try new roles which may suit my personality..so yeah..
cnt wait to start sch on monday..may our lives be always happy..:)

~hearts & kisses~
eeQa

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Sunday, April 4, 2010

4 april 10..its e day i've come clean with my status.im officially classified 'single'..
the plain truth somehow makes me sad.i really hate that word 'breakup'..
eventhogh i already preapred for it,the loss feeling is somehow thr.the feeling still upsets me.he's the one who really filled up my heart n the one who crush my heart.,

that's y now im the one who feel more hurtful then he does. he only regret that he disappoint me n did'nt cherish me..bt how abt me then?.im more disappointed cz only now then he only realised.the cruel reality.

now i don't know how to love n who to love again.
i juz hope when we meet again in different stand of life,we would still be friends.

im just upset that why every guy i tend to fall for,would did this to me..is it bcoz im too kind hearted .

~hearts & kisses~
eeQa

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4:21 PM