im starting my day with a big smile despite of e lack of sleep the night before..i don't know why on earth i cnt get to sleep. its like after i get a few hrs of sleep,i'll be automatically be awake n scratch myself..my body was itchy..bt dun get the wrong idea yea..i do bathe b4 sleeping kae..its just unusual experience..hehe umm yesterday was cool..chill ard at jurong park with hisyam n nad..cool pe..aku yg tkt nk maty.. get hm at 10 sia..den mlm otf wit dem again..im now feeling kind of relief s one of my major prob is settled.. sumtimes im just thinking,y ppl don't cherish what they have now bt then regret ltr bcz they may lose the things they have rihgt now. im talking out of experience. im really disappointed.when im there for you,you took no notice of me.u hurt my feelings without spending a lil thought for it. and when i begin to start over,u came bck to my life.u begin to come close again. if i may ask you one question,it will be 'what do you take me for actually?'. i think heaven is fair.u r experiencing karma..im nt putting on revenge on you bt yea,sometimes ppl need to experience fall before they know the meaning of pain. bt wtever it is ,we will still be friends..im a forgiving person.i dont come bck for revenge on the ppl who did me wrong. i just pray that those ppl will repent and don't repeat the same mistakes to others. i will just forgive n forget abt it. i hope u finally realized that all this while i hav'nt ever tell a lie to you nt even once bt i noe u had lie to me many times despite u put it s a reason..bt nehmind..forget abt the past..:) im feeling great now that i cn let it go a lil by lil n sooner or ltr,it will soon be gone..:)..the hurt will flow away.. ~hearts & kisses~ eeQa