Friday, March 26, 2010

im starting my day with a big smile despite of e lack of sleep the night before..i don't know why on earth i cnt get to sleep. its like after i get a few hrs of sleep,i'll be automatically be awake n scratch myself..my body was itchy..bt dun get the wrong idea yea..i do bathe b4 sleeping kae..its just unusual experience..hehe
umm yesterday was cool..chill ard at jurong park with hisyam n nad..cool pe..aku yg tkt nk maty..

get hm at 10 sia..den mlm otf wit dem again..im now feeling kind of relief s one of my major prob is settled..
sumtimes im just thinking,y ppl don't cherish what they have now bt then regret ltr bcz they may lose the things they have rihgt now.
im talking out of experience. im really disappointed.when im there for you,you took no notice of me.u hurt my feelings without spending a lil thought for it. and when i begin to start over,u came bck to my life.u begin to come close again.
if i may ask you one question,it will be 'what do you take me for actually?'.
i think heaven is fair.u r experiencing karma..im nt putting on revenge on you bt yea,sometimes ppl need to experience fall before they know the meaning of pain.

bt wtever it is ,we will still be friends..im a forgiving person.i dont come bck for revenge on the ppl who did me wrong. i just pray that those ppl will repent and don't repeat the same mistakes to others. i will just forgive n forget abt it.

i hope u finally realized that all this while i hav'nt ever tell a lie to you nt even once bt i noe u had lie to me many times despite u put it s a reason..bt nehmind..forget abt the past..:)
im feeling great now that i cn let it go a lil by lil n sooner or ltr,it will soon be gone..:)..the hurt will flow away..

~hearts & kisses~
eeQa

Labels: laze

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

today i just laze ard at hm.guess wt time i wokke up?at 130 pm!!..haiya..
cz i slept at 5 am!!..was otf with hisyam n illi..we were like talking,chit chatting n tell stories..haha..
n yea..while they were talking abt ghost stories,i was shutting my ears..haha..
his grandmother had passed away yesterday afternoon..n obviously he was feeling down..n so we chit chat..try to cheer him up.
today hes bck in s'pore..

niway i missed my friends who's at the chalet now!!!.. sad se..yesterday was fun..bt too bad i cnt sleep over..so now im just waiting for their 'news'..

kay la..i want to sleep..tired liao..still haf probs with sum friends..haiz..im sorry to caused so much trouble with u.i guessed im nt a gd friend then..

bt wt ever it is,tc..n u always b my gd frend...

~hearts & kisses~
eeQa

Labels: fresh

Friday, March 19, 2010

yessaa!!!



hehe..todae's been a great n tired dae for me..



early morning wake up at 830am,cz have plan wth mac peeps..hisyam n shahir..



frm the 1st meeting je da kecoh..haha..



went to zam zam restraunt to haf breakfast..cool pe..it was all on hisyam.



me n shahir ordered nasi briyani chicken while hisyam ordered murtabak chicken medium-sized..




we went to bugis street to buy shahir's pants.. n looking for syam's backpack.. as we already went to bugis early in the morning,to had heavy breakfast cum lunch, e shops are yet to open ..most of e shops are still close..so yea .been looking ard..4 the cargo pants..n finally found it..
to cut the story short,After that we went to penisula to buy some things..after much effort..haha..
frm thr i buy a blck sweater..well nt literally bought frm me..ikts on hisyam..thx bro..it was unexpected..he also treat shahir to shirts.. dat sweater i only wore it to werk cz of e material..its soft n comfy..hehe..im goin to buy it again e other tyme i cum thr..i luv it..
time to go hm aft one dae shop n pillow waiting fer me..haha

kaela..dats it..nitye every1..
~hearts & kisses~
eeQa

Labels: double happiness

Monday, March 15, 2010

FIIINNNAAALLYYY!!!

my blog had a mini makeover..hehe..thx to my dearest chingu..hehe..kamsamhamida..

todae i rest at hm..decided to giv my body a treatment frm streess..laze ard at hm e whole dae..
had a terible tyme yest at werk..i hurt my rite wrist..its e 2nd tyme in a row within a mth..!!i dun blame e managers bt im tired too..i werked 6 hrs straight doin wedgecoat alone ...w/o break..
haiya..i dun mind withstand e hunger bt my hands..i treasure dem,,esp my right hand..
thx rahman for comforting me yesterdae..if nt i tink i'll break down..

now im alone..my happiness is sumhow slipping away..y cnt we maintain it..i alr tried my very best to maintain it..bt i guess its nt it..it realli takes 2 hands to clap..
n now i've juz to deal with e feeling..of recovery..im juz hurt cz im left cluelessly. do u realli wan me ever gif up on u?if i did dat,im afraid i wnt b able to cntct u animore..i'll acept wts ur decision..if its wt u realli wan, i've ntg more to sae,except pls change..dun ever do dis kind of stupid attitude to any gals.. let me b e last 1 u tormented..

~hearts & kisses~
eeQa

Labels: fall

Friday, March 12, 2010

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