Thursday, February 25, 2010

how cruel cn e world b..
chances n chances are given ample times..
yet,it somehow stil e same..

sumtymes i wonder,wt rong did i do in e past to get such treatment.
sumtymes i wonder, dun u haf thoughts abt how r my feelings..haf u ever spare a thought of how i feel wen u casually cancel e date,which u had promised n make me look up to it eagerly..gosh..how cruel cn u b ..

i also duno wt m i holding on to..dun u c n sense how my feelings bcame due to ur actions..i fear dat ,if u continue doing like dis,e feelings dat i haf,will change..

mayb ur upset wif me cz nt getting much affection frm me,bt heys, dats nt e reason y ur doin dis aite..u shud haf known dat im begin to open up to u..i juz wonder,how u treat ur past gf's..

its painful dat ur treatin me like invisible paper..i juz hope u noe dat im true.i dun wana u to regret ltr wen i gif up.it realli b hurtful to both of us..

i kip to ur werd dat u wud mit me tmrw,bt in e end u cnt..i offered to go to ur place,juz to mit u 4 a lil while,u shut me dwn immediately..well..i juz hope u meant wt u sae abt how sorry u r in treatin me bck den..

i dun wan even think abt it ,ur e one who build me up n e one who tear me down..
dun make me think ur e most unreasonable person of all..cn darlz?



~hearts & kisses~
eeQa

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fuhh..finally able to blog aft a long long tyme in ancient...

thx to my fren humairah,i get to blog agaen..

haf lots of updates to do..
recently, :
im feeling sooo pathetic..i dunno wts bcuming of me..everyting dat i do,doesnt seem ryte..
call it a cycle..now im at e lowest point..
my patience,pride r being tested..all r being tested..i've no one to talk to..

sumtymes bcz of sum1 too,im almost feel like shut down ..these daes,a lot of ppl had been opposing me..

dilemma..
lucky my frens r there ..thx frens..

~hearts & kisses~
eeQa

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