Tuesday, December 22, 2009

its been a while since we contacted..wenever im alone or c ur fb or friendster,i feel guilty of myself..

im nt e person who emo bt sumtymes i really feel bad n dun wish to remember any of e past..its alr been 3 yrs..in my life dats e 1st tyme i've hurt sum1's feeling..in total i've hurt 2 person..first of all to Boii,im sorry 4 e mistake dat i've done..i shudn't haf make dat decision..im really sorry.ryte now wt im feeling is mayb e feeling dat u felt wen i make dat shit decision.ryte now i feel dat its my turn to feel e agony. well wt cn i sae,tings turned out dis way..im juz hopin dat ur fine n live ur life happily..i still remeber ur last sentence'u btl wan it?'..wt cn i do to stop tinkin of u.i hope u wud forgive my mistake dat i made 3 yrs ago..i hope to mit u agaen s to giv wt u own,e keychain..i still safekeep it for u..mayb u had it thrown away bt i cnt bear to throw it away cz its urs..n im gonna ..return it to u personally 1 dae..
its tyme to giv u bck..

wt i feel now is guilt,sad,disappointment..i really regret it...i regret cz i didnt treasure u..u giv me love,i didnt c it..how cn i ever clear of dis feeling?tell me Boii..ryte now im att, n i really scared history will repeat.. dis tyme i really treasure Darlz n i hope its true..

nowadaes he kip M.I.A n didnt reply to my mails..i scared.i scared to sms hym cz i fear dat his mum usin his numb..pls cntct me..u saed to sms me once u bought a new fn last sat..bt no news frm u..

haish..matters of heart really stressful..hlp me..
i dun wan to b trapped in e past..

~hearts & kisses~
eeQa

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