Sunday, December 27, 2009

todae is second dae after chomel's death..e moments really is different..everywhere i go,cnfrm will make me remind of her..

its juz worsen s how m i gona face thoughest daes w/o u..who gonna make me laugh wen im down..who im gonna play wif once i reach hm frm sch or werk..now i dun haf any reason to kip me feelin eager to go hm frm anywhere..

still remember e tyme wen after i got u..i cnt wait to get hm fast in order to play wif u..early in e morn i will cum late s play wif u too..until my frens all take no notice..haha..

yea..its juz different..mayb others will tink,'oh,its juz a cat..u cn alwaez get another 1..' bt if ur an animal lover,u wnt lyke treat it juz s an animal..u will treat it s part of u.

.the next dae i plan to go out alone.i juz listen to mp3 in e train n msg nana..at 1st shes outside..den wen i was at cityhall,she saed shes at hm alr..kae la..den plan plan plan ,go cityhall..walk2..

we windowshop,den out of sudden,theres 3 guys,i malay,chinese e other i tink is a mixed..stalk us n askin 4 our numb..we were lyke'...HAHAHAHAHAHA'..in our hearts..

shessh..its was really funny..frm our actions dey do noe dat we both r att bt still sae' nehmind la..we can still b frens wt..' at last me n nana go in to 1 of e shop to avoid dem..

we dun mean anytink ..even if we r nt att,we wud nt gif our numbs lyke dat..dats nt e way to woo opp sex ya..

it was ard 815 alr,n nana pelawa me go to her hz..her parents ask her to bring me to her hz earlier bt we go cityhall 1st..haha..i play wit lolok n puteh..very funny..lolok was lyke seducin me with his sniffin my legs,gesel2 at my legs n foot..i also becum high 4 a while..haha..lol..

hes face is similar to chomel..only wen i was playin wif puteh..i accidentally called hym chomel..my heart skip a beat n tears auto fall...haish..i guess i haf to b strong on my own ryte now..bt wtd..shes lyke a sis to me..very close..

i juz hope i cn get over it n take care of another cat..a siamese cat..sama lyke chomel..

~hearts & kisses~
eeQa

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