Monday, December 7, 2009

haiyaa..finally get to blog agaen..been so busy.. last tyme during O also bz..now AFTER also bz..

bz finding job ler..recently had a chat wit mum..my heart was lyke crying inside,keeping cool for s long s i cn n try very hard nt to show her my 'soft' side..i juz feel lyke im hopless cz nt doin anyting to hlp her since now i've e tyme..

in my family,mum is supporting e family.eventhough there r 2 more person werkin,bt it feels lyke mum is e only 1 werkin..i hate living wit ppl who r nt considerate..i noe i shudnt haf sae dis bt,b grateful dat u hav a place to live.cnt u even hlp out wit e finance???
im tired n sick of this kind of life..all of u depend on mum,s if she's e one staying WITH u guys..wen mum is sick,eventhough she doesnt show,do all of u care???at this point of tyme i reallly wish dat dad is still ard..if dad is still ard,none of dis wud haf hapen.
e sight of u really makes my blood boil..bt too bad cz i'm still nt in e right to talk to u guys..how long r u guys gonna b free loader..such idiots..!!!if only i haf a job soon..

im juz worried dat my mum wud fall sick due to over werk..i really dun wanna lose another parent in my life if nt i haf no one to depend too..

i juz hope dat u will hlp out..my patience is alr at e max..i dun wish to xplode...

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