Tuesday, October 13, 2009

GOOOSSSSHHH!!!!! datuk 0 is nearing....im so scared ...wt i scared most is during e xam itself..

a teacher once saed to me dat actually i can do it bt bcoz it is in e xam mode n wts more e situation is tense,i tends to black out n go panicky all over..haish..
wtd..now im revising my way through at hm.i cnt afford to waste anymore precious tyme..

its easy dis way cz i cn revise till late at night n continue in e morning w/o going anywhere..arrghhh i dunno how to describe how i feel ryte now..

lucky in e tymes lyke dis, i really haf e support frm my frens,n family..n also to u,bebeh..hehehe..

im glad dat now tings started to change.thx a lot..bt wen u suddenly shut urself up,it makes me feel unsettled.at least return me a kol or a miskol so i'll get back to u aite..if u can do this to me, i also can u noe...haha..

im juz happy dat i haf sum1 who i can confide to s a fren who really understands me..i hope u do..haha...i really lyke mixing with ppl who r easy going n really talk s frens..haha kae wt crapppy....

till here...

hearts n kisses
~eeQa~

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Wednesday, October 7, 2009

grreeaaattt...now i haf a little tyme to surf net 4 a while n check my facebook properly n replying mails after a long tyme..hehez..
xams r catching up reeeaaalll soooonn...burr..e thought of it scares me..everydae do revision n ntg else..i dunno y e fear that i haf is worsening dae by dae..


few weeks back , a fren who had left me 1 yr ago started to kol me,contacting me back..well s im bz i didnt entertain much kols or smses unless its important.well im kinda surprised cz i alr didnt anticipATE much anymore frm hym..bt he asks for 4giveness..in my heart i was saeing 'i noe la now is hari raye period, bt u dun hav to wait till raye to apologise wt,m i ryte?' n all of dat had passed n i alr 4give u :)

as nt to fall back to old tymes, i told hym to really reconsider abt our frenship agaen..ryte now studies is e only ting in mind..really..

bt wtever it is.. we r still frens n cn get along..:)..
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but of course, charisma is alwaes e 1st..hehe..

ps: dun hurt others cz u will never wanna feel e hurt urself..

matters of heart is frustrating..haish..

hearts & kisses
~eeQa~

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