i noe its already late at nite..in fact its alr morn..wtd i cnt slip..spent e dae outside go uncle hz n lot 1 in e evening for a while..even ryte now i juz have dis feeling dat wnt leave me for good.. i try all means to shake dis fcukin feelin away..bt..
browsing through ss501 videos on youtube..a really suitable song catch my attention..im nt bein emo bt i really do find e lyrics is as if talkin abt wt im facin now..'be nice to me,please-kim hyung joong'.. out of all e other solo collection songs which each one of them had ..dis song has a deep meaning if u understand it..
haiz..a chatter chat wit me earlier on..a new fren..i was lyke wonderin y i kip noein ppl frm east side..haha..actually hav no mood to chat wit any1 n pwefer alone,bt i noe its nt helpin..so ya..starts frendly conversion. he ask whether wen im free..i saed nt sure..haha..among e qns asked,only i cnt ans dis ans..
hym:eh u okae..?wts rong.. me:am nt in bes of mood ..sowie uh.. hym:u sgl or att?
now dats e qn i cnt ans..how m i supose to ans..bt i noe frm e way it is now,e ans is -ve..
me:dunno..tukar topic cn?
n yea..bt i really wanna tankx e malay gals,khai,fazzy,amalina,fad n also nana for tryin to cheer me up yest... there's really no kols or smses..is dis it? tabahkan la hatiku ini..
sesungguhnye perpisahan ini paling menyakitkan...frens bear wit me aite..dis wk if im quiet in klas..PLS,PLS dun misunderstand..cz i really wanna focuz in klas n also b calm..so..yea i dun wan history to repeat..:).. goin to get sum slip now..