Wednesday, August 19, 2009

after a night slip n relax my brain cells..i feel a bit better..prelim starting dis fridae..i am looking forward to fridae cz many things gonna hapen after e papers..after papers,will be going out..at least there's sum1 who wish to go out with me..jalan2..haha..bt puase no way..

bt wt worrys me is dat..skg duet nga ketat..how to go out..tk kn nk jady free loader la plk..hmm..lau dun mind eatin at hm den its okie lor..actually mlz se nk kelua..bt since u insist,kae den..blanje uh kae awk..lol..

kk..juz now early in e morn..da uat hal..cirit birit la,pening la,apela..semua kelua..i was lyke shit la..den trpakse cum at 1 juz to noe malay O level results..majority gets a B3 n merit for language n oral respectively..

but wt really touch me is dat,khaileeda's reaction..im happy 4 u..congrats on getting an A :)..i alr noe u cn do it..u dun hav to tink -ve all e tyme aite..yeap bt den we were asked to and recommended to retake to achieve a better grade..n sooo...e paper is signed..

my result is expected cz ryte aftr sitting for e mly paper in jun,i have no faith in gettin an A,i thought i wud be getting a B3 or B4..at dat point of tyme,i cnt really developed ideas for paper 1..now, i will read on to have more unnderstanding n kip in track of news ard..
dis mon is eng 0 level oral..ishk..scared sia..i scared cnt score..

in tymes lyke dis..my thoughts went back to hym..urgh..i still remember how he cheer me on during mdy exam..who's gonna cheer me on now..i noe i shud'nt be relying on his support bt wtd its in memories..

a fren complained to me nt long ago..
her: 'kn bagus kalo ade mataer..ade org nk love..tkla boring'
me: 'bagus tu bagus la if u cn find e ryte one n also yg tolak ansur..u c me..u cn tell'
her: 'ala bt now u still have new frens pe yg knl2..haha..i satu pon tkde..haha'
me: 'haha..lau nk amek uh..i dunwan..i wanna find sum1 lyke sexy charisma..den im sastified..'

haha..now no more love in mind..juz frendshp..i make a promise to myself..frm now on,if i were to fall in love agaen..i will find sum1 lyke sexy charisma..hes so charming..his face is relax n natural..n love his smile..haha..
*cross hands near heart* i wish i cud mit wit sexy charisma one dae n go date..lol..

hearts & kisses
~eeQa~

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