Monday, August 3, 2009

the new dae of a brand new week is here..hopin it will bring a brand new feelings n hope..bt theres a saein'expect the unexpected'..sounds clishe huh...

god, wt happen to me..i've been so down lately..easy gets emotional even by small tings..recently kae nt so recent..i have problems with myself..i have outcast myself frm my close frens and b a loner..its lyke a 'wanna be alone kinda feeling' which cums to u in a sudden wen ur in e middle of so many probs..so dis feeling somehow makes u react differently w/o u noein..so yea i had my roller coaster ride of feelings..n s i thought i had overcum it..another prob occurs..

recently ,i had encounter a pain near my hip bone..it was sooo frustrating..nt only dat it also make me feel dizzy..i tink its bcoz O level prelims are ard e corner,all dis sickness cums to play..i feel bad abt nt cumin to sch n my attendance is affected..bt wtd if i cum to sch i may asked to go hm n if nt,i cnt concentrate in class..if given a choice i really wana juz cum n attend lessons..bt if sumtin bound to apen,isnt it become a more complicated story..

i've been told dat e teachers are worried abt me..i noe ..bt trust me,its juz nt me. to skip sch..i will ensure dat once dis injury recovers..i will nt skip sch..

argh ..even rite now my head is spinning..n still hav a lot to do..revise chem for test on wed,do geo wkshts n ss mindmaps..god..

eeQa outz..